125 pierce left cartilage (done)
120- get 5th piercing on my right ear
115- wear spaghetti straps
110-wear shorts again
105- get a new pair of heels
To Improve Body Image
- Put away your scale.
- Laugh it off.
- Dress to feel comfortable.
- Draw attention to parts of your body you are proud of.
- Walk proud.
- Put away your skinny clothes.
- Start the morning with good grooming.
- Recognize that your thinking about your body may be distorted.
- Realize you are not being singled out because you think you have gained weight.
- Be comfortable and familiar with your body.
To Cope with Eating
- Change the subject when other people talk about food, weight, or body size and shape.
- Set a routine – eat three well-balanced meals that are satisfying.
- Make menus for a day ahead of time and post them.
- Eat with people who do not bug you about eating.
- Make lunch your main meal.
- Have a back-up plan for eating if you can’t eat a meal.
- Develop a support system for times when eating has been a problem.
- Plan things to do at times when other people are snacking.
- Avoid alcohol. It is a set-up for a binge.
- Occupy yourself after a meal.
- Walk away from the table after meals.
- Plan healthy snacks.
- Eat healthy foods instead of junk foods.
- Make meals ahead of time.
- Plan meals a day ahead of time.
- Make a date to eat with someone.
- Set your meal times 4 to 5 hours apart.
- Don’t buy binge foods.
- Make a shopping list and stick to it.
- Eat before you go to a party (Do not go hungry).
- Set a time limit for eating.
- Make sure to enjoy more about your meal than just the food.
- Stay away from bathrooms after meals.
- Start the day with breakfast.
- Make decisions about eating and stick to them.
- If you have trouble knowing when you are hungry, plan to eat regularly.
To Control Urges to Binge
- Work on hobbies and handcrafts.
- Go for a walk.
- Watch a movie.
- Take a risk. Do something different.
- Talk to and pet animals.
- Don’t take extra money when you go out.
- Take a nap.
- Clean (for yourself, not for others).
- Give up childhood by looking at the past; pictures, scrap books, etc.).
- Talk with someone supportive.
- Avoid the kitchen when you walk in the door.
- Take a walk before coming into the house in the evening.
- Listen to music.
- Take a warm shower or bath.
To Deal with Feelings after a Binge
- Forgive yourself.
- Allow yourself to feel forgiven.
- Find something else to do.
- Get away from your eating place.
- Talk with someone else. You may or may not talk about your eating behaviors.
- Nurture yourself even if you don’t feel like it.
- Try self-talk. Say you do not look any different than you did a few minutes ago.
- Get yourself back on track with routine eating.
To Improve Your Self-Esteem
- Start the morning with self-care, grooming to feel your best.
- Acknowledge your feelings.
- Be creative (crafts, music, clothing, etc.).
- Look back on awards and achievements.
- Display a “brag wall.”
- Keep a scrapbook or photo album handy to review proud moments.
- Make a checklist of accomplishments.
- Learn something new.
- Become an expert at something and talk about it.
- Assert your opinion when you feel confident.
- Take a self-defense class.
- Allow yourself to feel angry.
- Ask for help and support.
- Allow yourself to be good enough, not perfect.
- Accept compliments without reservations.
- Take a self-awareness or assertiveness class.
To Tell Yourself You’re Okay
- Set short term goals one day at a time.
- Look at the positives of being away from your symptoms.
- Anticipate good times and how you might handle bad times.
- Forgive yourself.
- Keep a diary and write your good and bad feelings.
- Encourage yourself with self-pep talks.
- Tell yourself that you are normal.
- Tell yourself you need to eat to keep your energy level up.
- Review your strengths.
- Mark a calendar every day you keep symptoms in control and look back at your own improvement.
- Allow yourself quiet time.
- Get satisfaction from relationships rather than from food.
- Tell yourself your number one priority is your health.
- Remember the positives of not getting involved with symptoms.
- Make a transition from work to home with a quiet time.
To Nuture/Reward Yourself
- Shop for yourself.
- Take a bath.
- Set money aside for a goal.
- Wear clothes that have special meaning for you.
- Wear perfume.
- Ask someone else to give you a foot or back massage.
- Get your hair or nails done.
- Listen to music you like.
- Have lunch with a friend-make the food secondary.
- Window shop.
- Buy yourself flowers.
- Call a friend.
- Read a novel.
- Pretend to be a child, then consciously return to being an adult.
- Go to a movie.
- Pat yourself on the back.
- Tell yourself you have done well.
- Allow yourself to vegetate.
- Buy new makeup.
- Steal time for yourself even if you are busy.
To Deal with Feeling Isolated
- Be a volunteer.
- Go someplace where you can be with people even if you do not want to talk.
- Call a supportive person.
- Join in a group game.
- Join an exercise class.
- Make eye contact with people around you; smile and be open to others approaching you.
- Plan activities with friends or family.
- Read to someone else.
- Develop a hobby and go to specialty meetings.
- Join a choir or a band.
To Deal with Tension
- Accept your feelings as they are.
- Cry, scream, let it all out.
- Make yourself a “scream room” where you can be loud.
- Shout into a pillow.
- Designate a pillow as someone you are mad at and talk to it.
- Punch a pillow, your mattress.
- Be assertive about your rights.
- Avoid small upsets that accumulate to a big blow up.
- Exercise but remember that exercise can’t replace saying what is bothering you.
- Use humor.
- Learn to relax.
- Practice saying your feelings to a mirror or tape recorder.
- Keep a journal.
- Change the subject.
To Hold Your Own Assertively
- Expect and extend courtesy to and from everyone-even your family.
- Acknowledge the other person’s rights.
- Say what you want, but be willing to negotiate.
- Say what you need and insist on your rights.
- Assume you are on equal standing with everyone.
- Allow yourself time outs to feel mentally stronger.
- Keep good eye contact but do not stare.
- Keep yourself open to other people by looking around.
- Use your support system and ask for positive feedback.
- When things are not going well, do not assume it is all your fault.
- Clarify what is going on; ask other people.
- Accept your own feelings, choose if you want to act on them.
- Understand that you may not have a choice. You may have to disagree but go along. Let people know you disagree and then get on with it.
I think all of this is great, even if you don’t have an eating disorder
I’m so tired. I’m so stressed.
I couldn’t sleep all night. I finally fell asleep at like 7am and woke up at 10am not being able to fall back asleep.
College/grades are stressing me out.
I have like a 3.4 gpa from my freshman and sophomore years.. so now I have my junior year to look forward to and just hope that I can get a better gpa.
Idk… i have 4 ap classes… and a bunch of honors.. but honors doesn’t really get you far, they’re just hard. So I have drivers ed, act, sat, and ap tests to look forward to during my junior year, and my hardest debate season yet.
I’ve narrowed down the areas I want to move to, to cali or chicago. But the schools that are good in those two states are really hard to get into, and my gpa won’t help unless I do amazing in debate, act, sat and ap testing.
Senior year will be nuts. Ap bio and Ap chem. The two hardest classes in the distract, in one year. idk. this is stressful, and the little recovery I make with my self-esteem gets pushed all the way back with this stress. I’m back to stressing and having crazy goals for my weight to distract me from other doomed failures.
I’m glad I’ve mostly gotten the cutting/burning under control. as far as that goes I’ve cut once since may, it wasn’t big and I stopped myself, so I’m still glad about the progress. I’m happy I seemed to be able to cut cold turkey.
Now that college seems to be looming over my head, it seems less and less likely I’ll keep my closest friends and boyfriend when I go to college. I know that I may be pessimistic right now, but I have to be. If I’m too excited and think to far ahead i’ll end up up mangled and broken beyond repair. I love my best friends (Al and Jay) and my boyfriend and I can’t bare to part with them. Like they’ve become family to me and while I’m aware that their are other best friends and boyfriends, no one can replace them.
I’ve been stuck in my house lately with no where to go until finally saturday. This is the first day I’ve been home since saturday (well without friends).
I don’t feel as shitty as I did for the last month, but I still feel really low-self-esteemed. At the end of freshman year everything was amazing. Straight A’s, loosing 18 pounds in a month, good friends, good relationship with my parents. I felt perfect. All around perfect.
but yah. I just need to get myself together. I need to go through this school year. Stop procrastinating, stop over-estimating, stop putting myself down, keep busy.