August 2011
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“Wear what you feel comfortable with. People say nasty things about what I wear...”
– Helena Bonham Carter (via among-the-ashes)
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Goals
125 pierce left cartilage (done)
120- get 5th piercing on my right ear
115- wear spaghetti straps
110-wear shorts again
105- get a new pair of heels
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Eating Disorder Recovery: Eating Disorders- A... →
fuckyeahfitspiration:
recoveryisbeautiful:
To Improve Body Image
Put away your scale.
Laugh it off.
Dress to feel comfortable.
Draw attention to parts of your body you are proud of.
Walk proud.
Put away your skinny clothes.
Start the morning with good grooming.
Recognize that your thinking about your body may be distorted.
Realize you are not being singled out because you think you...
I’m so tired. I’m so stressed.
I couldn’t sleep all night. I finally fell asleep at like 7am and woke up at 10am not being able to fall back asleep.
College/grades are stressing me out.
I have like a 3.4 gpa from my freshman and sophomore years.. so now I have my junior year to look forward to and just hope that I can get a better gpa.
Idk… i have 4 ap classes…...
July 2011
26 posts
“As a feminist that has struggled with anorexia throughout my adolescence, I...”
– Anonymous (via sickly-thin)
hmm so my computer time has been cut short and everywhere I go on it is basically monitored. Luckily, my dad bought a computer for a two month trip he’s going on, so I have a bit of time on it before he leaves (yay for incognito)
so update….
Still grounded, like idk its going on to two months of not being able to see friends, but my dad is going away for a bit, so I will have...
Anonymous asked: I just read your latest post and it could have been written by me when I was your age. I'm in my 20's now, and once I turned 18 I moved out of my house and never looked back. Let me tell you - it gets better. Especially for those of use who don't have good homes, that sanctuary that you can create when you get your own apartment is heaven. It can be your alone time, or you can...
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So my boyfriend was supposed to come back in two weeks… I was off on the date apparently and its not for like 3 weeks
I can’t stay in my house anymore. I can’t cut, I can’t fast, I can’t purge.
Everyone is fighting in my house 24/7.
Money problems, parent’s marriage problems that they bring me into, personal space problems.
I’ve been grounded and I...
ugg..I went swimming and I was looking at pictures of myself in my bikini that my mom took.
I look so fat.
It was disgusting. I’m not over exaggerating. I looked revolting. I need to post these pictures anywhere there is food so I don’t eat. It was really really really really gross.
I have to go swimming.
I have dark purple cuts the size of narnia all over my legs…
I’m covered in so much concealer I look like a basketball… lets hope its too bright to properly see all of the scars
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so, earlier I was getting prepared to go downstairs and make a chocolate cake. I’m in a good mood. I was talking to a sort-of-relative and she was saying how I’m pretty, edgy and thin enough to be a successful model and that she could help hook me up with agency’s and stuff (she models sort of too). But then I found out that she is basically my height (an inch or two less) and 25...
I hate myself. I really do.
life-confessions:
I hate the way I look, the way I act, the fact that I have constant panic attacks over stupid little things that shouldn’t even matter. I hate my body and I am constantly thinking about it. I hate my hair. My face. My tits. My arms. My stomach. My legs. All of it.
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June 2011
62 posts
Run the pain away.: Working out. →
runforfit:
Working out has not only given me a better feeling after the workout, flat stomach and nice butt. It has given me a much more important lesson. Every time I do an exercise and say: ”One more, one more, you can do it”; I remember it in real life, when I’m about to quit something, when I’m about to…
okay so my bmi is like 18.3 (this second) and I’m full of coffee and I’m covered in cuts… but I really need to have a checkup..
sooo….
either I get fat really soon and change my skin, get possibly in trouble with my doctor for not gaining weight and eating unhealthy, or hope I’m less sick…
idk
hurr de dur
i can’t eat, but I feel like shit and my head...
“i’m addicted to the pain i feel, the cuts that heal, the invisible meal, the...”
– morningismockingme
(via sickly-thin)
Reblog if you do or have actually cried because of...
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did you exercise?
I had to walk down the stairs to get more coffee
well.. I look like shit. I can’t exercise because I’m sick, and every time I blink my eye burns… and i feel like passing out and vomiting.
all I’ve had were sunflower seeds and coffee.
iodhfsdhfa
I’m going to get fat.
I’m going to lose my muscle tonnage.. that wasn’t there in the first place.
I could use some weed. but not really. because I’ve...
